BE A FREAK, GO TO HOLLYWOOD: September 2011

Friday, September 30, 2011

"If you jump, I jump right?"

This is the best scene in history of Hollywood. I mean, it portrays the way they have to let each other go, and how Rose gives everything up in the moment where she jumps back to the ship that was sinking. She is risking her life just to be with him. And that music while they run to see each other again... their faces, their expressions, the adrenaline... everything makes this scene, the most perfect scene ever.

A picture of your favorite celebrity

She's only loved for two things. The first was her long dark hair, and the second, was how easily she could cut it of... and feel nothing at all.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

“It's the boy you never told "I like you" it's the girl you LET get away.. It's the one you saw that day on the train but you freaked out and walked away..”

Bucket List: Go to LA

DONE

Date: May, 2nd 2010.
With: my grandfather
Best day of my life by far. Definitely what I expected

El verdadero hombre te extraña y te llama. Te quiere y te lo dice.

Start Me Up / Livin On a Prayer - Glee Cast

Start me up
Start me up

Tommy used to work on the docks
Union's been on strike
He's down on his luck...it's tough, so tough

We've got to hold on ready or not
You live for the fight when it's all that you've got
Start me up
We're half way there
Livin' on a prayer
Start me up
We'll make it - I swear
Livin' on a prayer
If you start me up

Kick on the starter give it all you got, you got, you got
I can't compete with the riders in the other heats
I make a grown man cry
I made a grown man give it a shot

A picture of you in the water

"I believe in manicures. I believe in overdressing. I believe in primping at leisure and wearing lipstick. I believe in pink. I believe happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and... I believe in miracles" - Audrey Hepburn

Wild hearts can't be broken

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

My 2 biggest inspirations

Hot Guys: Surfers

A picture of you drinking something

Boy, you are driving me crazy

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

A picture of your favorite childhood cartoon

Today

It was kinda funny. Sam has physics in the room next to my astronomy class, so I always see him after class. Today I tried to see him at te beginning of class, so I was walking super slowly, and when I was about to get into my class, I walked a little bit more into the next hallway to see if he was coming and right after I turned right into that hallway, I see him and he sees me and I smile to myself, and then I pretend like I was looking for someone else. 2 seconds after that he sees me going into my class, and when I put my purse in my sit, I look at the door that was opened and I see him walking in the hallway, but he coming from the other side, I mean, when I saw him in the hallway he was supposed to turn right to go to his class, but he turned left, where my class is, and when I saw him he was actually coming from the left. OH GOSH THIS IS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN HERE. So anyway, he just went to the left for no reason, and when I saw him coming from the left, while I was inside my class, he looked at me, and FREAKIN SMILED AT ME. I was like "why is here there?". You don't get it, I thought he was in his class, but for some reason he was coming from the left, when I actually saw him in the hallway that was closer to his room. Ok, I'm sure you are all confused by now.

I know I'm over reacting, but it was cute. He is too cute.

Nothing else happened. Oh yeah, actually mi iPod is broken, so I started using my old iPod until I could fix it. Then my headphones broke. So now I can't listen to music, and I'm gonna have some kind of attack.

Anyway, that was my day.

Monday, September 26, 2011

A picture of somewhere you want to live

Manhattan - United States

Paris - France

Los Angeles - United States

Rome - Italy

London - England

Who's That Boy - Demi Lovato & Dev

I wanna get you by yourself
Yeah, have you to myself
I don't need nobody else
Don't want nobody else
You're special, I know
Your smile, it glows
It's perfect, it shows
Let's go!

I've been starin' at ya
And I could do it all night
You're looking like an angel
With that kind of body it needs a spotlight

Ain't nobody know your name
But looking like you do could be famous
I could see us making waves
From the back of the club
To a bed in the shade

Now I don't know who you are
But you look like a star
And everybody here be thinkin'
Who's that boy?
Wanna take you home
And get you all alone
And everybody here is thinkin'
Who's that boy?

Oh, he got me
No, I've never seen,
No one like him
Damn, he's everything
Girls, they want him
Guys, they wanna be
Who's that boy, who's that boy

You could say that I'm distracted
But ah you got me so attracted
But boy I'll tell you what the fact is
Is no one else in this room
Looking like like you, you, do

Everybody in the club turn around sayin'
Who's that, who's that
Beautiful boy with them big brown eyes, tell me
Who's that, who's that

I got my eyes on this boy
Can't get him off my mind
He's one of a kind
The cherry to my pie
I just wanna get him close
Wanna make him mine
Come hold my hand and dance away the night
Give me the green light
Kiss my lips
Who's that boy watching my hips?
I-I I wanna know who you are
My name is Dev and you can be my star

Today is the presentation (finally). I am freaking out, I couldn't even sleep last night. But at this point I just don't care anymore, I need to get it over with cuz it's killing me.

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Cualquier estación para mi es primavera con vos
Pero cuando te vas...
Me dejás con la más dulce pena matándome adentro
Y un otoño vacío en el centro que sólo se llena
Con un poco más
De tu esencia en las venas.

Lightweight - Demi Lovato

The slightest words you said
Have all gone to my head
I hear angels sing in your voice
When you pull me close
Feelings I’ve never known
They mean everything
And leave me no choice

Light on my heart, light on my feet
Light in your eyes I can’t even speak
Do you even know how you make me weak

I’m a lightweight
Better be careful what you say
With every word I’m blown away
You’re in control of my heart
I’m a lightweight
Easy to fall, easy to break
With every move my whole world shakes
Keep me from falling apart

Make a promise, please
You’ll always be in reach
Just in case I need
You there when I call
This is all so new
Seems too good to be true
Could this really be
A safe place to fall

Drowned in your love
It’s almost all too much
Handle with care
Say you’ll be there

In Real Life - Demi Lovato

In real life I'm waking up alone
It's one more night you didn't make it home
And one more time you won't pick up the phone
In real life you never bring me flowers
When you're here it's only for an hour
I'm getting used to being on my own

Because in real life you're not what I thought
Real life, this isn't what I want
Guess things aren't always what they seem

But in my dreams, I'm waking up to roses
Champagne, kisses and I know it's always, always
Gonna be, gonna be this way
In my dreams, you're standing right beside me
Two hearts finally colliding
Then I wake up and realise, realise this is real life
Real life, this is real life
Real life, real life
Real life, whoa-oh, whoa-oh, whoa-oh, oh
Real life

In real life it doesn't always work out
People fall in love and then they fall out
Hearts can break and never make a sound

Because in real life you're not what I thought
Real life, this isn't what I want
Guess things aren't always what they seem

Just when I thought this was all real life could be
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
Somebody came along and made my dream reality (NOT YET)

A picture of somewhere you go often

Real Love

"The other day I was at Barnes&Noble and I was walking around the different book sections. There was Medicine, Finances, Fiction, Non-fiction, Children, etc. Then suddenly, I got really surprised by one of the sections, called New Teenage Paranormal Romance. I started to see all of the books and I wondered "since when do girls need to chose between a vampire and a werewolf? Do you remember when you were a teenager? Everything had to be "Now", everything felt like the end of the world or like the best days of our lives, our soul felt older than our body, we did not know what we wanted, we knew that soon we were gonna have to go out to the real world, and we felt weak in front of all of the opportunities. But every teenager wants to be loved too, and when they can't find this, they start hiding behind those paranormal novels, behind vampires and werewolves, and behind celebrities that they don't even know. What they do not know is that they are loved by a kind of love that is not paranormal. There is a kind of love that is sincere. A love that even when we can't see it, we know it is still there, and the owner of that love has everything planned. That love is called God, and all of these girls rather believe in Justin Bieber or the Jonas Brothers, instead of believing in the love that exists in real life"

God

I was never able to be a hard chore cristian. I mean, I could never really believe in the Bible and the whole idea of someone creating the world in 7 days doesn't interest me at all. I am more of a science person. I believe in the Big Bang, in evolution, and in all of those theories that don't really match the Bible.

But in the past year I started to go to church every Sunday, and to just listen to the pastor preaching and talking about it. He told a lot of stories of God and people, and I that's how I started to believe.

I might not see Him like everyone else does. I believe God is energy. I believe he was the Big Bang, he was the evolution, he is nature, he is the butterfly flying around my backyard, he is the trees growing in the spring, he is the snow falling in the winter, he is the water that I drink, he is happiness, he is love, he is the wind in the fall, he is... EVERYTHING.

I remember praying and saying "God, you know I need signs and reasons to believe, I am the kind of person that needs proves, so if you are really there, show me". On Thursday night I was really nervous about my history presentation, and I was telling my step-mom that I just needed something that would help me to say "oh, I'm from Argentina" so people would realize that I'm an exchange student and blah blah blah, because I always want people to know why I have an accent, other wise it is just weird. Anyway, so when I went to class the next day, while some kids were presenting their power points, guess what was the background picture of my teacher's computer: A PICTURE OF THE ARGENTINIAN NATIONAL SOCCER TEAM. I could not believe it. I mean, the previous night I was asking for something that would help me introduce myself and say that I am from Argentina, and the very next day, my American teacher had a picture of the Argentinian national soccer team on his computer. What are the odds?!

Last night, the guy that I always secretly liked cliked on "Like" on a wall post that I posted on my best friend's wall saying that he needs to get me a guy. And he liked it. I never even talked about him because I thought it was impossible, and when I asked for a guy, he was the first one to appear.

I don't know, since I started to have a relationship with God, I feel happier. Since the day I accepted that there is a God, my life became less stressful.

The thing is... God has different names. Sometimes I call it "Fate", some people call him Jesus or Budas, some others call it Big Bang, and some others call it Nature. At the end of the day, God is everything.

You are your problem. You are also your solution.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Change

I need change. I wanna change everything. I'm tired of the same routine everyday. I wanna change my hair, I wanna change my room, I wanna change my blog, I wanna change all of the things that I'm doing wrong.

I wanna do all of those things that I was not strong enough to do before, I wanna stand out, I wanna show who I really am, I wanna break the rules, I wanna do new things, I wanna make more friends, I wanna change.

Sometimes, change is necessary. I just don't know where to start.